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Monday, December 04, 2006

ok. this is not my freaking first post at all. frankly, i was really mad at this blogspot thingy. man, ain't it freaking troublesome. i've been signing up for this blogspot for freaking two times! somehow, my username and the password do not click. well, i hope this won't happen again. insyaallah.

actually, i've another blog from friendster. it's just that i feel like having another post as i've nothing to do during this school hols. well, it's not that i've nothing to do but i just feel that i've nothing to do. for instance, this morning. man, i was freaking bored. i cleaned up my room then swept it twice. though, i was still bored so i cleaned up the living room and swept it twice. my mum loved it of course. typically, i don't really do housework. it's just that i've the mood. then again, i was freaking bored. my mum suggested to watch titanic. man, it's such a nice, romantic movie :) it's been very long since i last watched it.

hmm, i've been using the word 'freaking' quite often. well, i'm refraining myself from the four-letter word. not 'love' but 'fuck'. oops, i mentioned it. that'd be the last time. insyaallah. honestly, i used to mention that word for freaking lots of times. almost every day. probably the cause was from npcc. everyone there seemed to use that word so often that it had came to my lips. but then one day, this incident occurred which really woke me up. totally. hence, i promised to myself to refrain from mentioning, using that word. it's so not feminine for a girl to use that word. well, i'm trying to be a lady. a proper one :) and i do not want that word to be my last word. nau'zubillah. what if a car knocks me down. since i always mention that word, it's not a surprise if i mention that word when i'm knocked down. no way. so, i'm practising to use those words that a muslim should use like alhamdullilah etc. at least, i'm trying right?

rabiah♥11:23 PM