Friday, December 08, 2006
man, finally i could post the pic. it's either my freaking useless comp or the blogspot thingy which unabled me to upload only one freaking pic. well, i'd like to welcome my baby bro, abdul rahman. i can't tell if he's cute or not cause all babies seem to look the same though at this age. what am i supposed to say? excited? well, frankly, i cried unconsolably yesterday. somehow, i thought that my mum'd change and she would not love me as much as she used to. it's funny though as i'm 16 and i acted like a 6-year-old girl. my tears kept rolling and my heart was then full of hatred. out of the blue, i hated rahman and my folks. it's a sin, of course but i couldn't help it. futhermore, i was having this freaking headache and fever just to make the matter worst. i slept almost the whole day due to the tiredness, i guess. and rahman's freaking loud cry woke me up. suddenly, i like him. well, a mixed feelings, i think. mum kept saying that she loves me a lot... :) and i told her she's really fat. haha. she claimed she's under pressure. my dad had commented of her weight. man, singapore desperately needs freaking more babies. my mum keeps getting all those freaking free gifts from various organisations like ntuc, kk hospital and amp. plus the baby bonus thingy. haha. last time, 2 kids were the maximum but now, the more the merrier. it's true. there seems to be more foreigners now. just look at the asian games. most of the singapore participants are permenant residents. man, we are in need of local sportmen. i was quite furious with pm lee during the national rally. he seemed to be in favour of the foreigners. but well, more singaporeans are migrating, though. so who's actually at fault? moreover, the gst rate is increasing. singapore is getting expensive.
rabiah♥11:03 AM
