today is a gift

Friday, January 12, 2007

i love tyra banks. of course not in the lesbian terms. i mean, i really like and admire her. she seems to understand almost every single woman. almost every weekday, i'll watch her talkshow. every show of hers will give me a valuable lesson. and her most must lesson is to love ourselves. what i like about the show is that every series she will showcase the different kinds of problems that the women face. she will portray the solutions and the usual conclusion is to love ourselves. usually, we heard of the typical eating disorder problems from those females who are not that thin or think that they're fat. i was quite surprised to find out that there're skinny and thin women who hate themselves for being bony. but they ca't help as they have the skinny, thin genes. to be honest, i would really love to owe such gene. however, these women explained that it's not that beautiful being skinny. they're also teased and bullied due to the fact that their bones can be seen. some dumb guys would sarcastically say they're afraid to touch the women as they fear that the women would collapse anytime. and obviously there're cases on those fat women. but seriously, these women who bravely convey their problems are really strong. they're brave enough to tell to almost the whole world their stories. i salute them. i'm just ashamed of myself. i cannot be as confident as them. yesterday, tyra held america's thick and sexy top model. those women who were selected are weighed above 200 pounds. ok, frankly, i've not reached that point. man, ain't they brave and, yeah, sexy. in spite of their weights, they do love themselves. people may taunt and bully them. they do break down at times but in the end, they are still strong. i really salute these women. i think i can never be like them. confident, strong, brave. and love themselves. tyra is superb. i really love her for hosting such an excellent talkshow. and for those who-are-brave-strong-confident-sexy-despite-their-problems women, i really salute you!

but then i cannot stand it. some women are fat. but they are pretty. they may not have the body but they have the face. urgh, i have neither of those!

rabiah♥4:49 PM