today is a gift

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

since it's freaking valentine's day, i just feel like talking about heart. speaking of that, i'm still confused why 'hati'(a malay term for liver) is not 'heart'. why 'jantung'(a malay term for heart) is 'heart'. when one pronounces the word 'hati', the pronounciation is almost like 'heart'. futhermore, malay novels' authors love to use 'hati' as equilvalent to 'heart'. ok, i'm not a malay expert. i read some of my ex-schoolmates' blogs. athena poured out her inner felings in her heart that despite her good results, which obviously enables her to enrol in sajc, she really wants to pursue her studies in mass comm at ngee ann poly. however, her mom claimed that it'll be wasted of her going there. sigh. oh, i'm kinda happy for sheena. i like her positive attitude. she can go to a better jc yet she chose to stay in srjc. she doesn't care what others will say of her choice. she closes her ears in order not to listen those negativities about srjc. she follows her heart and it's lucky of her that her folks respect her decision. erdiah's heart is so full of joy with her results that she posted her results slip in her blog. ok, my heart is a bit hurt as i learnt that she lied to me about her results. but erdiah, i lied to you too. like you, minus 2 from the aggregate that i told you. it seems that both of our hearts seem not to have any trust. suxin is obviously so freaking damn happy. she's the top student. her heart was thumping quickly before she received her results. but then, i'm not surprised. just congrats for her great results. atiqa has a heart of an arts person. she is good in poetry. both malay and english. seriously. in her blog, creating poems is her source of pouring emotions from her heart. i like that. i do poems. but hers are like so, so, so much better.

my heart is in such a mix. at times, i do want those feelings. but most of the times, i feel confused. it's just all mixed up.

rabiah♥10:10 PM