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Thursday, March 29, 2007

ok. it's raining kinda heavily now. one bad/good thing about this weather is it always makes me hungry. i always feel like eating. there should be something in my mouth to munch. for now, i'm munching an apple. leon asked me to go macritchie today. i did want to go but as a typical fat me, i'm just plain lazy. man, i've been waking up so damn late. like 10am. and i've not been jogging for 6 damn days. and another reason for not going ahead with the macrtchie thing, i do feel insecured about myself, wearing tudong. ok, i don't think i want to elaborate. anyway, i just watched this program from channelnewsasia on ocd. well, this ocd has been discussed in various talkshows. speaking of talkshow and ocd, there was once when tyra invited those peeps who suffer from ocd. this black lady is kinda scary. she has an ocd of pulling her hair since 12, i think. initially, i thought her hair was ok but she then revealed her real hair. it's like bald. it's kinda gross but that lady does need help. thankfully, sweet tyra helped those ocd people. in the channelnewsasia show, a teenage girl has this ocd who simple cannot stand doing the same thing for a long time. i guess almost all of us are like that but she goes kinda overboard. she'll keep screaming on top of her lungs, scolding those around her, banging her head on the table, and pulling her hair. she claimed that she tried to control herself but it's difficult. but with help and support from her loved ones, she ables to minimise those actions. i remembered watching oprah show when oprah discussed the ocd. one of her guests was a boy who just cannot stop shaking his head. at first, people'll be ok with his repetitive action. but it can get quite irritating. for that whole episode of the show, the boy just kept shaking his head. obviously, ocd does include eating disorder. man, i'm sick of that eating disorder topic. honestly, i believe that each of us does suffer ocd. most of us have mild ones, perhaps. my old pals did tell me that i suffered from ocd. like i must end up with my right foot whenever i take stairs. i always redo my works if i think they're not up to standard. in fact, any works include writing on post-sticks. i guess it's just up to the individual to control himself.

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