Tuesday, December 04, 2007
fear is what in my mind now. i just can't get that confidence. upon listening to my friends' frustrations, disappointments, they just don't make me feel good. however, somehow, deep, deep down in my heart, i believe i can make it. i believe that Allah s.w.t. will help me as He never fails to help His followers. even if anything happens, there is always Hikmah behind every doing. it's only us who tend to be hot-headed and unable to control our emotions that we overlook the blessing in disguise.
God, it is easier said than done. i'm not those who can sabar... i hate to admit i easily break down and tend to blame fate. Astaghfirullah...
