Sunday, January 13, 2008
i'm not disappointed due to the loss of my one-month plus sony ericsson handphone and ez-link card with bus concession pass.
i'm disappointed because of what mak thought of me.
ok, i lied that i'm not disappointed cause i lost my valuables. of course, i was really terrified. for God's sake, i seemed to bawl and produce wheezing breathing sounds. thank goodness, i didn't succumb to asthma. initially, my heart really ached when i discovered that my recently bought myuk pouch with my hp and card in it was stolen. i swear that i did zip my bag. only when i was about to pay for the espirit stuff did i realise that my bag was unzipped and my pouch was gone. i went berserk. seriously. i asked lil to pay for my stuff first while i dashed to the recent spots at tm and cs which we went. with tears kept streaming down from my eyes, of course.
unfortunately, it was all in vain. all i could do was to report the loss of my pouch to the customer service. lil asked me if i'd like to call mak. not surprisingly, mak got angry and hung up to call my hp number. lil called my number a few times but no one picked up. she called again but my hp was switched off. man, i really wanna curse whoever took my phone. called mak again. she had cooled down and wanted me to relax and say it's no use to cry over spilt milk. she did not want me to break down. well, actually i already did in the cs toilet. anyway, she told me to suspend my sim temporarily. and how f***ing idiot and stupid i am! only after sa'adah mentioned me about the hp code did i learn that i forgot to take down my hp code. i only have my old phone's code. really. so freaking damn wasted. my fault, anyway. have suspended the sim.
Alhamdullilah that lil was with me. or else, seriously, i'd like really, really break down as if i lost my baby. right. Alhamdullilah that whoever &^%$#@!* took my phone did not take my purse. gosh, at least i do not need to pay for the replacement of my sim card. if, Nau'zubillah, my purse was stolen, there goes my money including my ic! that's so much worst. after that, somehow, i just think it's useless for me to keep thinking about my phone. i didn't pay for that phone anyway. so not that bad. but it still really hurts. my ez-link card. whoever &^%$#@!* took that pouch, i really hope that he/she is humane enough to return the card. i will be extremely grateful.
bapak was not mad. he only said that i should take this incident as a lesson. he did comment that some people are just so quick and evil in committing crimes that we don't even realise. his stuff were stolen before. perhaps, that's why he understands and didn't get mad.
just disappointed of what mak said about me at the last part. she is really ok, i love her very much, but not that comment of hers. as a daughter, i should not be offended. but well, i do have feelings. i'm so gonna prove her wrong. but really thanks to her that she's going to replace my sim card tmr. and woke me up.
somehow, i think this maybe some form of punishment by Allah s.w.t. to me. i have committed many sins and perhaps this incident wakes me up. it has taught me to be more extra careful with my valuables and alert. it's just a handphone and i've gone berserk. what about those mothers who lose their beloved children? what about the children who just lost their parents? what about those people who lost their limbs, senses etc? my problem is such a freaking tiny thing compared to theirs. i cried when i lost my stuff but do not regret and cry when i keep doing sins.
Astaghfirullah...
