Friday, March 14, 2008
Alhamdullilah. that's all what i can say. and finally, i said it.
what do i exactly want? i hate myself for being such a f***ing ungrateful person. my first impression when i looked at my results is gosh, this totally sucks. somehow, tears abled to hold back. however, this devil in me started scolding me. i've not been studying enough. mak will be very disappointed in me. your friends gonna say you're such a big loser. and all those negative comments were conquering my head until mak asked, "kak long ok?" she was at the door. i told her my results and she said, "Alhamdullilah. ok la tu." and she left me alone in my room with the devil.
have i defeated it?
