Ahla Wa Sahla, Ramadhan!
ok, i know it's the 10th day of ramadhan and i should have welcomed the holy month 10 days ago. but still. Alhamdullilah, i'm still alive to celebrate this month and hopefully, i'm able to enjoy our victory on syawal. InsyaAllah. haha, can't wait for hari raya:) oh, i've bought baju kurong for the first day. maroon is our theme colour. and i need to buy more baju kurongs esp a black one.
anyway, i really hope that this month will bring a change in me. InsyaAllah. make me be a better person. make me be a better muslimah. make me someone whom my parents will be proud of. make me someone who shares her smiles and laughters to everyone. and please, make me someone who is able to control her anger. Astaghfirullah...yes, i tend to get angry quite easily. and worse, i hold grudges. man, this gotta change. it hurts to know that my heart is full of filth... and it hurts more when the evil in me refuses to go.
hmm. somehow, i can't wait for attachment. at least, something new to do. i've been stuck at home most of the time. talk, babysit rahman, sleep, watch tv, do household chores, surf the net, read books. yeah, that's about it. oh, and of course, eat at the 'legal' times. some of my friends have started their attachments. in fact, there are several who are going to end theirs by this week. at times, i feel it's better to start attachments right after end of exams.
i am bored. seriously. i tend to sleep quite late. but Alhamdullilah, still manage to wake up for sahur and suboh. and obviously, i will hit my bed after that. this is random. i dislike to watch the new suria drama, jalan pulang. i don't really like to watch shows featuring the negativities of the malays. honestly, i'm ok with those but lately, it's becoming too much. once again, suria makes a drama on, again, pakciks who don't fast. i thought those kind of stories have been shown before. i miss those soapy ramadhan dramas. or is it just me being plain sensitive? surprise, surprise. i've been borrowing english and malay love novels. and another surprise, most of the books are in malay. i've been listening to not-that-new malay love songs like jangan pisahkan and dua insan as well as japanese songs such as truth and heavenly days. ooh, ninomiya is super cute! random. and i've been watching malay classic movies like laila majnun and gurindam jiwa. omg, what is wrong with me? whahaha.
enough of this mushy thing. it irks me sometimes. anyway, congrats to britney for her 3 mtv video music awards. woo hoo. haha. finally, she seems to be back. yeah, i'm a fan of britney. but well, life is full of ups and downs. so, can't put high hopes on someone, huh? ok, feel like gossiping. *habis, pahala puasa* hehe. just a few days ago, i read this magazine that hilary duff has gained weight. oh ya, she seriously has. and, ehem, she looked so much better when she was in her 'lizzie mcguire' body. but well, that pic was taken like 2 months ago. who knows, she is trying to lose weight now. and seriously, i have to lose weight. urgh!
based on what i've posted for the last few paragraphs have kinda clearly indicated that i'm still not sleepy and i'm bored. haha. ok, to be frank, somehow, i can't wait for the sem1 exam results. and ya, i do miss my nyp girlfriends and dbcta.
