Sunday, November 09, 2008
i was reading fad's blog when i saw a pic of her when she was an innocent 7-year-old girl. hehe. ok, you're still innocent, fad. hee:) it made me wanna look back at the pictures when i was really young then. from an infant to a primary 4 girl, when i was wearing long pinafore with a pair of high socks. haha. only after i reflected my back days then, did i realise how true freud is. fixation occurs when we develop personality traits and behaviour associated with our earlier stage. somehow, our experiences during childhood influence what we are today. we may not realise it but if we look back, there is a link between how we are shaped during childhood and our experiences and how we behave and our personalities and attitudes today. perhaps the evidence can be obviously seen in mental disorders and criminal cases. so there is an alternative hypothesis. haha. however sadly, i guess i do have fixation. i hate to admit i hold grudges and tend to remember more of the bad events in my life. i would not like to remember my kindegarten life but it always plays in my mind almost every day. yeah, i was a so-called bright child back then but i did have unforgettable bad memories. if you are very closed to me and know what kind of person i am, perhaps you can guess what might happen back then. that similar experience did occur when i was in pri sch. and somehow, these experiences shape what i am today... so is it a bad thing? i don't know, honestly. perhaps it is bad if i can be considered as a bad person. haiz...
anyway, forget those stuff. i do receive comments that i look like abdul rahman. and mak even mentioned that i looked so much like abdul rahman when i was a toddler. hmmm. so let's compare who is cuter. hehe:)
haha. so who is cuter? haha. what i definitely know are i am seriously very chubby and have small eyes. O*_*O
sesungguhnya manusia diciptakan akal untuk berfikir dan menilai mana yang baik dan buruk...
rabiah♥8:49 AM
