oh, i can't wait to catch hannah montana the movie. haha. stop rolling eyes or making funny faces, people. haha. i've to admit i enjoy watching the series of hannah montana. btw, okto and channel 5 are quite slow. 8tv has finished the newest season of hannah montana and i'm currently religiously watching ugly betty season 3 every sat. totally love that show! it's getting better and better. betty and amanda, the dynamic duo. as mentioned by daniel. haha. and i'm quite frustrated with rafika. erm, an indonesian cinetron. when will it ever end?! there are simply too may problems. when a problem has solved, out come another problem. me and mak always feel cheated when we think the show is ending very soon. and i still wanna continue watching it. urgh! haha.
i was deleting redundant pics in my laptop when i came across the pics taken when we were in sec 3-4. hmm, i think suxin looks quite different due to her loss of weight. but we look pretty much the same though. i don't know if it's something good or bad. well, to be honest, i would like to be different. recently, i stumbled upon a blog of my former classmate. man, i almost couldn't recognize her. she looks totally different! she dresses up, wears contact lenses, maybe loses some weight and goes clubbing. a far cry from a nerdy-looking girl who wore shirt and bermudas. she and her other friends, who are also my former classmates, appeared to have unleashed their wild side. i did feel they're a teeny weeny bit like hypocrites. haha. apparently, they didn't(maybe don't) really like us due to our loudness. oh, can't believe that we were actually the 'in' group back then. haha. still feel a bit pissed off to know the reason why they didn't wanna to come for the gathering. and look at them now. i believe we're more goody-goody than them. haha. like whatever, rabiah. hehe. but i can't lie to myself that i do wanna be like that former classmate of mine. erm, to be different. like lose more weight. the slim rabiah. haha. yeah, right. as if. people are still able to recognize me despite the tudong. but then, what kind of different is better? i don't know. most of the times, i do feel bored of myself. like there's nothing interesting about me. like i'm a kind of person who will be very easily forgotten...
btw, i'm rather hurt. haha. ok. actually, i'm kinda offended by someone's comment on nursing. this former schoolmate of mine has mentioned that nursing is meant for no-brainers. when i first heard it(unfortunately, not directly from her mouth), i wished that one fine day, she'll meet an accident and get so ill that she has to be admitted in the hospital. only then will she appreciate nurses. if only she has a heart to feel appreciation. Astaghfirullah... what kind of nurse am i to make such a wish? ok, i don't mean it. maybe a bit. hehe. well, i'm not going to state that i don't care and bother with that comment. i do care and bother. or else, i won't get angry initially and blog it. but i do hope that she'll realise how very, very wrong she is. ok, she thinks we have no brains. but at least we have a heart unlike her. hmm. i wonder, if she could say such a thing to nurses, what her comments will be on cleaners, maids? ok. i'm rather tired with these negativity associating with nursing. it is a noble yet a non-prestige job. dirty job, huh? whatever la. of course, we cannot expect appreciations. whatever it is, it is the heart that matters. all we shoud have is sincerity in doing our job well. they may not thank us but at least we've played a part in their lives in a good way:)
ok, rabiah mcm faham je. hehe.
i feel like complaining. my butt is getting enormous. my thighs are geting wider. my teeth is getting yellower. my cheeks are getting chubbier. my face is getting more zits. and when the heck will you ever learn and start to bersyukor, rabiah?! anyway, i would like to know who the hell the photographer is who took such a closed-up view of my butt.