today is a gift

Thursday, May 07, 2009

my life is a bore. nothing new. haha. that explains why i seldom update my blog. and i've stated that i'm not an interesting person. haha. whatever. urgh, my brain simply cannot stop thinking about the icas and fyp. and my rapid weight gain. somehow, i feel i'm not prepared at all for yr3. my brain has not yet switched to the serious, focused mode. i feel i'm such a lazy person.

btw, this morning in the bus on my way to sch, i watched a chinese guy in the army uniform sneezing with disgust. well, he had done his part not to spread the germs to the public by covering his nose and mouth. but with his bare hands! i could see the flam on his palms and he wiped it on his uniform. eww, eww, eww. ok, it's definitely not about the paranoia of the h1n1 virus flu. it is just basic hygiene. he sneezed several times, doing that. and i couldn't stop looking as he's just sitting opposite of me. yeah, i did pity him a bit cause he looked tired and sick. however, he should bring at least a 20-cents packet of tissues. most of the times, he closed his eyes, maybe trying to catch some power nap. ok, actually i was telling myself that so that i won't feel guilty looking at him like that. and out of the blue, i offered him a packet of scott tissues and a ntuc antibacterial tissue wipe. haha. don't ask me how but that act came volunteerily. most probably because i couldn't stand it any longer so i'd better stop his doing. haha.

there seems to be a lot of 'somehow' and 'like'.

the aware saga caught my attention for a while. i have a lot of comments but i'm too lazy to type. haha. just hope the new exco members will run their jobs well.

i miss chester bennington. and his veins. haha.

and i kinda can imagine chester singing this song(rescue by kattun). nakamaru caught my eyes. hehe. anyway, these guys need to buck up their english pronounciations. haha. i'm like a kettle calling the pot black.

i'm trying my very best to change this filthy heart of mine. i feel i am a very big sinner, a very bad muslimah. and please, rabiah, try to change your feaking mindset.

i'm feeling green with envy. urgh!

rabiah♥10:31 PM