school has been ok(the building is extremely intact-_-) but not me. haha. i need to overcome this paranoia, easily get stressed out attitude of mine. not only that, i also have to realize that things won't always go according to my plan. i simply hate to put a cross and a sad face beside a task that i've planned to do on that day in my organizer. somehow, i feel there's no tmr and i, by hook or by crook, must finish that task. when i'm unable to do it, i'll complain on the next day, feeling very angry at myself for being such an a** in time-management. tsk tsk. whatever. will try to be more flexible:)
i admit i do have a big nose :( in fact, i am big.
ok, stop it, rabiah. this body issue is seriously getting on my nerves yet i can't stop thinking and saying about it. what an irony. urgh!
i know that it is good that we set goals. but at times, we've to realize that goals that we set must be realistic. yes, nothing is impossible but there's a fine line. we'll tend to lose hope if we're unable to achieve those goals. perhaps we put such high hopes without realizing there's a word called limit. well, some may get more stronger and are able to pick themselves up and persevere to reach those dreams. while there're others who simply give up along the way. whatever it is, we have to know ourselves before setting the goals. just because others are doing it, we want to follow suit, assuming we can be like them. every individual is unique and special in his/her ways(what a cliche but it's true).
i just have to keep reminding myself that in order not to be high-hoper. is there a such word? hee.
anyway, my dear sister has made me get attracted to korean boybands esp ss501 and tvxq. haha. attracted? right. i feel bad towards arashi. whahaha. as if they care. hehe. hmm. i remember how i could go gaga over the popular boybands when i was in pri sch. backstreet boys, n'sync, westlife, a1 etc. now, they are like, erm, extinct. ok, not really. there're comebacks occasionally though. erm, i still listen to their rather old songs anyway. whatever it is, linkin park is the best band!!! :)
kim hyung joon!!! haha.
btw, on my way to sch, i saw this ite guy reading angels and demons.which reminds me to read dan brown's books again as i need to know the storyline prior to watching the movie. haha. somehow, the storylines besides the da vinci code's are not that significant. back to the guy. it's not surprising that he read. everyone reads. but i didn't expect what he did next. his book's already neatly wrapped up with plastic. when he's about to alight the bus, he placed a bookmark at the page where he stopped. then, he took out a medium popular plastic bag from his bag and put his book inside. after which, he folded the bag to fit the book nicely. cute or what? hehe. i was standing right in front of him so i was able to so-called observe him. haha. he's just too engrossed in his reading to notice me looking at him. ok, it's not that i always observe people in the bus. usually i'll either read a novel or do sudoku problems. but there're certain kinds of people whom i'd love to look at. haha. ok, it does sound wrong.
singapore has turned orange alert to yellow alert for the h1n1 virus. somehow, it reminds me of a movie i've watched. erm, i think it's ultraviolet. milla jovovich was the main character. erm, there's this scene when someone had escaped and the alarm went 'yellow alert, yellow alert...orange alert, orange alert...red alert, red alert'.
random.
