we walked around ssc. saw khairil yusof. it's not surprising if most of us have forgotten who he is. one of the 4 finalists in anugerah 2005. he looks very bapak2. haha. he's working in some car company. anyway, we played around at the splash park.

after that, we went to henderson waves. only God and the 6 of us know what exactly happened in our journey to the bridge. hehe. next time, we must come more equipped:) InsyaAllah. i believe it's more worth it to go to the waves in the evening if one would like to see the lights.

yesterday, we, including khairi, spent our time enjoying ourselves in changi beach. we walked to the inner part of the park where we had not been to. well, i had once. almost. but cik lan disallowed me to go too far. hmph. anyway, since we thought it's still quite early to go home, we walked all the way to pasir ris park. our pitstop was masjid istighfar. thought that we could see the horses at pasir ris park. but it's like around 8.30pm so they were already inside their stable:( however, we could still see a bit part of them. hee. and somehow, the foods and drinks we brought were not enough for all of us. haha :D so next time, we need to bring more foodies to fill our stomachs. hehe.

khairi: rihanna lagi tue dari chris brown kan?

sa'adah: (with confidence) tak lah, chris brown lagi mude dari rihanna.

after walking around the park, we took a rest. erm to finish up our food. hee. there're kinda lots of ppl at the park. perhaps, they'd like to spend most of it since sch is reopening soon. little kids were running around, screaming and laughing loudly. they're irritating but cute. hee. the above pic shows how semangat safiah was talking about the bermuda triangle. as we're star gazing, we talked about the stars, moon, satelite, planets, black hole etc. we're thinking if our parents would allow us to stay overnight. haha. fat chance ;P

only after i watched beyond borders, did i realize how damn lucky and ungrateful i am. seriously. this movie has portrayed the suffering throughout the world. starvation, outbreak of infectious diseases, extremely poor sanitation, war, dirty and corrupted politics. hmm, it's quite a good movie, which main cast was angelina jolie. i love her character. very strong, compassionate, very, erm, on in humanitarian work. but there're, of course, flaws here and there. relationship between sarah(angelina's character) and nick(who's acted by clive owen) wonders me. somehow, it makes no sense. in my opinion, fairy tales are more realistic. haha. ok, that's exaggerating. btw, why is cinderella on ice held during ramadhan?:( anyway, these two were attracted to each other when they first met eye-to-eye in sudan even though they did not say it. yeah, and also despite the fact that sarah was married. well, there're such words as unfaithful and affair. anyway, they met like 5 years later in cambodia where they made love. they got separated again. sarah had a daughter from him. erm, i doubt her husband knew that. around 9 years later, both met again in chechnya where sarah told him about their daughter and sarah died as she stepped into some bomb. she had written a letter to him, which she expressed her love for him. ok, it's really amazing that you love that person even though you meet him/her for only 3 times in your life. cool yet seems so unreal. well, i never know, it may exist. maybe. i don't believe in love at first sight. however, i am very closed to a married couple who met such way. still, i don't believe in it. in my opinion, you're first attracted to the person's physique, not the character or inner beauty whatever. how can you know that someone is the one for you from the first impression? so bedek. haha. rabiah macam faham je...hehe.

and only after i watched shall we dance? after such a long time, did i fall in love with richard gere again. whahaha. giler;P

i understand it hurts when your supposedly loved one does that to you. you know that you've done major sins to that person. hence, it's difficult for that person to forget those mistakes even though that person said you're forgiven. i know you ask why that person can't show at least show a few signs that that person has truly forgiven you. you claim you don't bother about that person but i strongly believe you care. that's why you can't stop thinking about it. it's almost like 4 years. why can't you get along with that person?

it's just...difficult.

ok, the haha, hehe and hee words seem irritating ;)

anyway, my thoughts are for you, MJ.