Sunday, October 04, 2009
4-weeks geron posting has ended on last fri. it's been a really, really great learning experience. btw, ttsh seems to be making use of the advanced technologies such as introduction of the emr and aurora. not only that, i also have made friends with other nyp students whom i didn't know initially. i worked with 2 differrent groups as i started the attachment 1 week later. and i appreciate a lot the guidance, teachings and advices from my cis and the ward's staff. erm, even though one of them called me fat and claimed to be worried how my body will be like when i get pregnant. thanks a lot for the concern. will bear that in mind. of course, there're some hiccups along the way, but Alhamdulillah i manage to pull them off. frankly, i was very surprised with some of the cis' comments... besides the geron ward, i was also posted to amk sunlove for hse. it's a rehab centre, hence most of the staff are the pts and ots. erm, there's actually only 1 nurse! hehe. still, i benefitted from that posting as i was much more exposed to how the pts and ots work. hmm. only after going through this attachment did i realize that i actually kinda prefer older patients than the younger ones. hehe. but regardless of my patients, i'll try my very best to be a good nurse for them:) InsyaAllah... i really hope i can do much better in prcp and in the future. please...
i'm having a 3-week break before my ed and ot posting. gonna make use of it to bayar hutang puasa annd tidor!(hehe) as well as revising my notes. learning never stops. well, i also need to learn to improve my bad cookings and spend quality time with my loved ones:) btw, Alhamdulillah, i pass all my modules. in spite of the fact that i did a bit worse that last year's, i'm still very, very grateful that i pass and my gpa is maintained within that range. haiz. i was not that prepared. it's my folly for being procastinated and not focused.somehow, this year's hari raya is not as meriah as last year's. perhaps it's because i was much more focused on my attachment. but it's definitely more tirying as i went for visitings on the days after my am shift. didn't really take as many pics as last year's. mcm takde mood. haiz. but still, i'm very grateful that i manage to fast and celebrate the syawal month with family and friends:)
anyway, thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday esp to cik lan for the treats and surprise. ps:hope you get well soon and to zawani's bro as well! i appreciate all the wishes and presents. hmm. now, i'm a year older. would like to make a difference in my life. but ape eh? prove that someone i'm not fat? haha. ok, besides that. i'm tired of the body issue. haha. become a better person has always been my resolution. what kind of a 'better person' that i'd like to be? hmm, i'd like to be a more positive and confident and happy person. what else? beautify myself? haha. i admit i ain't pretty at all. hehe. whatever it is, i hope i'll be a better and stronger person each day and things will go smoothly in life regardless of the obstacles and challenges i may face along my journey. i extremely need His guidance... erm, honestly, i'm still searching myself. seriously, i don't really know what i actually want in life. heh. nvm...
let your conscience be your guide...
rabiah♥9:39 PM
