Sunday, November 08, 2009
every word counts. it's amazing how one can be so affected by a comment. it can either a compliment or a complain. humans do so every day. somehow, we live in these. compliment and complain may be different in terms of one is a positive word while the latter is a negative one. and yet, they are similar in one way. both can't be our guarantor in life. a complain may demoralize us but that doesn't mean it can stop us from heading forward. and a compliment may uplift us but that doesn't mean it can always lead us to our destination. but this depends on each individual; whether one is an optimist or a pessimist.
unfortunately or fortunately, i'm one of those people who can take a comment seriously. however, i'm not sure if i'm a pollyanna or a defeatist. hmm. situation does play a part as well. for instance, one fine day, someone called me slow. so how should i react? should i just accept the fact that i am what that someone had said or should i improve myself and prove that someone wrong? well, i'd rather prove that person wrong. i must change for good. and i should thank that person for waking me up. and what about if someone called me an ugly-looking person? haha. definitely, i can't change the way i look but i can try my best to beautify myself like washing my face with a facial cleanser 2x/day etc. so ya, it depends on what kind of condition i'm in...
it's sad that we tend to judge a book by its cover and overlook other factors. we throw judgement easily, failing to recognize that there's a real problem hidden behind it. are we living in people's opinions? we seem so though. we're cautious by what people think of us. in any possible way, we'd like people to think highly of us so much that we may betray ourself. unknowingly, we may hurt our loved ones including ourself.
i fear that i cannot be strong and patient enough. i fear that i can be too fragile...
ok. well, i just finished my ed&ot posting. it's a really great learning exposure. only after i went through the ot posting did i realize that i'm interested in it. i've sent a request to ms chan if i'm able to get a 2-week ot posting for my upcoming prcp *gasp* hope to get the opportunity. prcp *gasp, gasp, gasp* which is in 4 weeks' time. to be exact 28 more days. which is coming real soon. am i able to go through it smoothly? extremely hope so. InsyaAllah... therefore, i must make full use of my break to prepare myself as much as i can for prcp. i can't be playful and waste my time. gosh, i can feel butterflies flying in my stomach now...
i really love this novel. kuseru namamu kekasih by maya iris. seriously, i can read it like umpteen times. move over those commercial indonesian islamic genre novels! hehe. btw, i'd like to thank norusha for posting those must-read novels!
and i'm loving lenka's and colbie caillat's songs:)
rabiah♥1:40 AM
