hmm. tmr will be the 4th week of prcp. and there're 2 months left for the whole thing to end. haha. in a blink of an eye, this prcp will be such a brief before i graduate and enter the real working world. woah, how time...speeds. i'm still unsure if i'm really ready to hold the responsibility of being a registered nurse. it won't be a smooth and easy journey but InsyaAllah, i'm able to pull it through. whatever it is, never lead your life with your problems.

so far, it's been rather ok. for the first 2 weeks, i took the role as a junior nurse. honestly, it's physically tiring being an an. haha. esp when i got to take 2 cubicles. life is unpredictable so there're times when we can't follow the routine workflow. i'd like to thank the ans for giving me the opportunity to do the things with minimal assistance. my preceptor is overall very friendly and nice. she has taught me a lot. and challenged me. hehe. even the other sns whom i've worked with are pretty nice as well. Alhamdulillah, i think i've been quite fine. i've received positive feedback and comments on areas of improvement. really hope that i can improve to be much better. it's still only the beginning. i've taken 6 cases but of course, with guidance from my preceptor and the pns. i hope i'm able to take cases with minimal assistance in time to come. InsyaAllah! but i need to learn to be more confident of myself, less tensed and adapt to changes.

mak has been very, very, very supportive of me. seriously, i don't know if i can do it without her. she's my pillar of strength. because of her, Alhamdulillah, so far i'm able to face the obstacles of life. even though i fear i may be dependent on her, all i extremely hope is to make her happy. InsyaAllah, i can do so:)

after 9 straight days working, finally, i've 2 off days on the weekend. btw, frankly, i almost cried when i had to work on sun pm shift. wth. i need to get used to it. mentioning of crying, i couldn't believe that tears actually rolled down my cheeks when i was watching the princess and the frog. what the... nvm.

ok, enough about prcp. haha. at times, i feel my life is all about nursing. everday, i won't fail telling mak about work. and i simply can't stop thinking about prcp. haha. gosh, get a bloody life, rabiah!

you might have read the urban papers which showcase infamous people's 8 things in their bags. well, since it seems i've nothing interesting to blog about. let me do this then.

well, i've 4 bags. the smaller ones (right bottom) are those which i carry when i go out, erm, casually. the bigger ones are those i used to bring to school and now to work, depending if i'm going to shower after work or not.

next are the pics of the usual things i bring. my 3-year old $1.90 red pouch which holds my personal essential items is a must-bring. haha. i remember i bought it at the watsons. fyi, i also bring extra safety pins and pins for my tudong. just in case. and my contact lens small solution bottle is a must bring if i know i'll be out for more that 5 hours. the purple thing is a packet of pantyliners, btw. hee. and i also carry panadol extra and plasters. but some times, i forget them.

another very, very important things (ok, in fact, everything is important la) are my mobile phone, purse and mp4 player. in case you've not known, my favourite colour is black (even though it's said that black is not a colour).

most of the times, cause at times i don't bring them, i've my organizer and/or diary with me. i always bring a pen, just in case.