Monday, March 21, 2011
chocolates seem to be the most perfect food on earth:) hehe. i'm always tempted to eat chocolates everyday. well, cocoa contains endorphin which helps to relief pressure and serotonin which acts as an anti-depressant! back from my nd, having rd today. somehow, there seems never a day i won't be entertained with the patients' antics. well, i'm trying to be more postive now. i took those 'non-stop taking' and 'behavioural problems' as some of the means for me to stay awake for the night shift! hee. hmm. i'm trying to make those unpleasant things i'm experiencing on a day as bad moments instead of thinking i'm having a bad day. our life is precious. it's not worth it to make those negative things to affect our day. if they are problems, try to solve them. if they are mistakes, learn from them and not to repeat them again. if they are negative comments, be strong, improve yourself and prove those a**holes wrong. and then, move one and live your life to your fullest! haha. saying them is very easy but doing them. well, we can try. if we don't try, how will we know? i remember this dear patient of mine. she was almost 95 yrs old but didn't look like one! perhaps she looked like in 60s? we praised her for her youthful look and teased her if she used anti-wrinkles products. and she claimed that to look young, we've to be happy. every day we'll face problems cause that's life. but why must we suffer with these problems? we're created with brains and hearts, brains to solve the problems and hearts to control our feelings. i told her not all problems we face we can solve. and there are times we cannot take it anymore and think life is unfair etc. she then said in malay, "go and cry. it's ok to cry and feel weak but you must be strong after that." i just kept quiet. didn't feel like arguing with her. and somehow, she's true. but on the other hand, i also feel that life is never easy. there are other ppl who have worst problems, which i think are quite difficult to deal with...
well, whatever it is, as mentioned by the great vincent van gogh 'as we advance in life, it becomes more and more difficult, but in fighting the difficulties the inmost strenght of the heart is developed'.
enough of serious crapping. haha. can't wait for karaoke-ing session with cousins. even though my voice is totally s***, i still like karaoke-ing! hehe. my last one was with my colleagues; it's my first time karaoke-ing at town. usually, i go to the bedok princess one with friends and cousins. mcm excited gitu. hehe. btw, i hope i can change my pm shift with any of my colleagues who's on am duty on this sat. wanna go bbq with my nyp nursing grpmates!
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