keep calm and carry on. only when you find your inner peace do you manage to do your things smoothly. InyaAllah:)
recently, met up with my former secondary classmates. miss them so much, miss that kind of company. except we seem to tone down. haha. couldn't believe the crazy things we did back then. still can't believe we were 'the in group' in e1. hahaha. it's been 5 yrs since i left bowen. seriously miss those 'innocent' sch days! haha. poly was a different kind as we're starting our stepping stone towards our nursing career. but pri and sec schs' life was such a carefree one. i guess i've brought up this topic before in my previous post. hee. but still, i've learnt a lot along the way though. pri sch one was more of finding the right kind of friends and peer pressure; and sec sch was more like abt studies and cca. haha. let bygones be bygones. the past maybe gone but we can't erase the memory and learning experience. so we just need to learn from the past and keep moving forward. it's a cliche but we just simply have to.
suxin mentioned that everyone from our sec sch days have changed. ya, change either physically or in character/behaviour/maturity wise. i seem to look pretty much the same, perhaps i've gained weight? haiz. this weight issue sucks. anyway, but character wise, i don't know. somehow i can't define myself. haha. some ppl say i'm a matured girl but there're ppl call me childish for having collection of disney dvds and stickers. haha. at times, i wonder how can ppl judge me when i, myself, don't even know myself? i believe this self-debating occurs in everyone. almost every day, we'll argue with our ownself. which is the need and the want. which is right and wrong. which one should be prioritized. but i guess it's just sad when one doesn't really, fully knows what he/she truly wants. and i'm one of them. till now, i can't totally figure out what i wanna do in life. i don't know how one can have so much passion in something. so passionate in doing something. i don't! well, maybe in more years to come, i may find what i want. i don't know. maybe i won't. whatever it is, the present is the most important of all cause it will affect my future. so since i'm now a nurse, i believe i should just get on with life with my nursing career in mind. hah. maybe there'll be a change in course but for now, let me stick to nursing. ok, why do i feel like i'm a follow-the-flow-of-fate person? hmm.
so, who's going to be the new president of singapore?
